{[Unhappy]}

Back from Kbox..haiz..sing until i more sad..think of alot things.. cuz the previous time i went all wib him de..suddenly feel so empty..PLUS...my cousin la..when dun choose..choose today want break wib her boi..make me so sad..haiz...SIANZ ARH!!..i want to work..keep working..until i no time think abt him..haiz..

Tml ask my cousin go interview..and also ask for me..the job need is for weekend only..good..if i can work there..im busy from MONDAY TO SUNDAY.. and $$ keep coming in..my tutor also helping me find tutee...after work..teach..SONG...!

{[Job]}

yeah!! i found a job..at Agilent Technologies..MNCs company..mother say next time find job also easy le..gt admin experience..but 1 thing is..I DUN NOE HW TO USE MICROSOFT EXCEL!!!..omg..i must ask bro to teach me liao tonight..1k..hurpm..nt alot..but not little also..hopefully..i wun kanna sack.. tml start work liao..no time play le..goign k box wib my cousin later..

Come back den update!

{[Broken heart]}

Yesterday..Oink called me..ask me go SSDC with him..he is taking his 10th time..motor theory exam..so i went wib him lor..den he finally passed..den he so happy..unitl he treat me eat pizza hut..tried the new christmas pizza..very cheesy..but overall not bad..but really very full..den he say wan go buy 4-D..den came out..his stead broke up wib him le..haiz..of cos i feel sad for him la..but..i told him..'i finally found someone in the same state as me le.'..den he say i very bad..aiya..but..really ma.. den we together sad lor..he wan drink beer..den i join him..drink vooka..haiz..sianz..sit until void deck keep drinking and toking..sadded..felt very sleepy after that..hurpm..

Den i went off find my mother at IMM lor..met my relatives there..go Giant walk walk lor..and go Daiso..buy alot $2 stuff..dats abt it la..for yesterday..

And today..notice y i no work ma..haha..tell u all..the pay so gd is because..is all hard work..sell charity tickets lor..somemore must reach target den they gif u the basic pay lor..what if i never reach the target..work for nth..too risky le...so eng how and me..decided to work something that offer a basic pay..low pay nvm..at least i secure the money..anyway..good also la..den i dun need to worry abt getting sack.. decided to find a job..dne i start next monday..after my trip to genting..lidat den no need gif pple sack liao..for the time being..k la..so bored..go play game liao..tata..

OH YA..and sorry jing..i today den decided not to go work de..so i nv inform u all..dun noe u all still gt play pool nt..but anyway..enjoy urself..

me and niece..at IMM..Giant..

oink oink de beer..so big..and looks nice..cause of the droplets on it..

My Hooch-Blackcurrent..Nice~

{[why]}

today..went far east do the IPL..pple..i tell u..not pain de..next time if u all wan try..go ahead..no pain..no worries..den after dat..went do manicure and pedicure..with mother and aunt..


here's the pic..of my toe nail..hee..very ugly toe..but purpose is to gif u all see the design..

ok..den after that went eat at a vegetarian restaurant..the food not bad la..but..im badly lacking in nutrients today..only carbohydrate..hurpm..FATS!!.. den aunt say want buy me a christmas present..at bugis de OG lor..wat can i buy..so i can toys department..i saw the nintendo DS...den aunt buy for me..omg..im so damn guilty..this present is sure ex sia..i bought a pink DS..$269..and a nintendoDOG game..$69.90...omg..im so damn guilty..haiz..but..anyway..i gt it..the game ar..abit unexpected ar..i never play this type of game b4..need to tok to the machine de lor..er..basically is rearing a dog la..or more dogs la..diff breed de..den need train..den need give name..den need to call the name den will answer lor..haha..i feel so retarded toking to it..oh ya..and when buying dat time..i was so damn paiseh lor..so big liao stil play gameboy..but..aiya..dun care pple point of view la..

haiz..i did alot alot of thigns lor..but im still nt happyy...why lehz!!WHY?!?!?!..he really so important to me ma..y i still so xin ku..haiz..all the fun thigns did not seems fun anymore..

{[photos]}

yesterday took de..when waiting to watch emily rose..."Lan Hua Shou"

"THINKING?"

so coincidient..we post the same..hee..

SMILE..:)..I WAN TO BE HAPPY!!

omg..how can i be happy..i nv tell the pple i going oversea lehz..this coming friday lor..korea also..chum..what if i tell them they sack me? i hao bu rong yi found one job lor..haiz..but sis say dun say means irresponsible..omg...i very scare to know the answer lehz..Argh!! so suay..but bo bian..sis say they wan sack den gif them sack...find another one lor..haiz.. sadded..

actually wan say the story abt that guy de lor..but..haiz..suan le..over is over...i dun feel like repeating the story again..but i will make it short.. some guys are just so what..they go in poly..go work..thier bloody attitude will just change..and they will just look down on u if u r in secondary..cause they think they are so clever..so smart..know alot of things that u dun noe..even their friends are mature..and we are not..just like a kid..

ok..im done..smth lidat the story..so girls out there..if ur boi is going poly or work(attachment).. pls look after them..they will just change..and u can never expect hw fast it will be..

{[jobless]}

haiz...keep looking for job until i sianz..today went for an interview..so qiao..saw muriel..yanyi..and huijun there..maybe we will become collegue soon..hurpm...waiting for call...the pay hear also song.."EARN UP TO $500 WEEKLY"..haha..hopefully can go in..den i not so broke le..

went to do my hair today..haha..eleen is slowly changing..haha..did a highlight..and lowlight..cum free treatment..sis say not nice..mom say noce..hurpm..do give me ur comments after u see me..hee..

YEAH! the pple just called..omg.. i gt the job! haha..i think is hard work..arbo the pay so nice..anyway i will noe on monday...i gt training sia..hurpm..haha..i gt see TXY already//buai//

i will be back tonight to tell u all a story abt a freak..wait for me~

{[Fats]}

today went school take testimonial and some other stuff.. then after that went home prepare go out later to orchard find job.. actually gt meet alia..atiqah they all de..den the time from 2pm..postpone to 2.30..den 3pm... eng how 1.30 lidat already prepare ok wan go out with us go find job le..den i knoe he sure will not happy if so late de lor..so i go with him first..went ps..cuz i intend to slowly walk until orchard area... one whole day of walking..gt nth... pple say too young..and no shop wan pple..anyway..after walking for so long..i den realise i not really interested in working in town..cuz so many pple..and so far.. wanted meet alia they all eat dinner de..but den calaine say dun wan..so i and enghow proceed first..decided to walk ourselves le..cuz too troublesome..but calaine gt call back say wan pei me la..but we already ordered food liao den nvm lor..

oh ya..4get say...this bunch of pple ar..yesterday ask me gt go mac anot..den in the end onli me..dillys..liping was there...u all ar.. dun believe u all liao la..bleah*

eng how tell me alot thigns today.. i want him to tell me my bad points..so i could change to be a better person..den he say..i FAT! hand...stomach..chubby..wat a nice word to use...and he say my leg is like his thigh..omg...i didn't really realise my leg is fat too.. after tml not going to meet him anymore..i wanna show him the changes in me.. i wan to change..for the sake of myself..and also..make 'him' regret..ELEEN..JIA YOU~!JIAN FEI!!!

{[freak]}

sianz..although O level over le..but still so sianz... wan to share my joy wib someone..but..haiz..spoil my whole mood... sorry guys..nv go out with u all today..cuz my mood really spoilt..i believe these few weeks will also lidat..dui bu qi..

i hate guys..all are bastard..freak..all they know is onli lie..and everything they happy can le..heck care other pple's feeling.. bastard..just hate them so much!! they dun deserve pple to treat them nice..cuz they are not at all...!!

{[miss him]}

left one more paper..but i dun seems excited anymore.. my plan wib him all no more le..my zoo plan..my swimming plan..my christmas plan..somehow.. it just seems like my life is missing something..and dat something is him..im just so used to being wib him..i have to re-adapt everything le..cuz he says there's no turning back..

weelll..trying hard to look for a job..haiz..sianz..money seems like everything..nth can be done without dat..sometime i must learn to be independent..and now is the time.. i will support myself..

hao xin ku wor...

{[Freedom]}

ArGhhH!! so bored.. exams on wed..thurs..den sort of free le..after dat..except for tuesday the MCQ.. so excited..cannot wait! but on the other hand.. im so broke le..where to dig money go play? hurpm...i need to find a job asap..going to hightlight hair on 25th..with my laogong shuxin...book appointment liao..so excited about how i will look like after that...hurpm...den going kbox..with our clique...kpool with my dearest primary school friends...i also wan go zoo...go jurong swimming!! den afetr that go genting..korea... OMG... I CANNOT WAIT!! ..and last but not least..im going to play my maple until i becum a pro...~~ sianz ar... geography.. fnn...must memorise lor..i hate to memorise..kiling my brain cells..and i think im going to score badly for my o..i just knew it...cuz i dunn noe alot of questions!!! chum... buang le...

decided to put nursing as one of my choice..COP 28..yes...if i realy cannot go in my dream courses...den nursing will be the one.. anyway.. the uniform is nice.. white shirt angel...dats what pple say in chinese iziit it?

im so proud of myself..haha..first time i change my blog skin..without anyone's help! haha... im independent le..16 years of life..never wasted..goooodd... kk..i need to pia liao..slacking the whole weekend..im feeling guilty...-Disappeared-

{[So dead]}

omg..this blog is soooo dead..so quiet..im going to make some noise here.. haiz..4 more days to O level..the biggest exam in my life..so far.. haiz..and i have not even started studying the first paper.. maths and SS..im so so so dead.. no time le.. and im still here.. the 7pm to 10pm show on channel 8 is really killing me..but they are so nice!!

i wish myself luck.. please let me pass my o with flying colours so that i can get in the course i want in poly..please!!..haiz..so worried.. friends.. u all jia you wor.. think on the positive side..its going to be over! we can play for about half a year..! i CANNOT WAIT FOR O LEVEL TO BE OVER!!

really sorry lehz.. i did some soul seraching this holidays..i find myself neglecting my friends sia..everyday go back immediately after school.so guity..i will join u all once o level end k? play till siao..sorry lehz..everytime ps u all...wait for me!