{[sick]}

im feeling so horrible..sigh..yesterday had a fever which is 39.1..eyes pain..headache..throat pain..flu.cough..its killing me..so i went to see a doctor..and my tonsils..which is 2 lumps the the throat there which everybody has..swell..mine is like much bigger than the normal de..and gt an ulcer on it..a illness call tonsilltis..which if i dun treat it well..i have to cut the whole tonsil out!!

ok..den...its was dar birthday yesterday also..so i went out tht night after my fever no more..and we watch scary movie 4..and its horrible..dun watch it guys!..ok..den i still go eat seoul garden lor..i think im gonna die sooner..

today feeling damn horrible..with 4 ulcers!! so pain!! i tok like i gt long tongue..and my throats hurts damn much..shit sia.. an dmy father..jus add salt add vinegar..by saying..u receive no sympathy frm me..cuz u deserve it by having an unhealthy lifestyle..fuck lor..fed up..

this hols dun seems like hols to me..almost everyday doing projects...different kinds of project..sianz..

dalton ask me y i dun go hospital for check up..i also wan..but..sigh..no money sia..this world is all abt money..and he ask me to use medisave..sigh..i wan use..but cannot use..cuz i need to save the medisave for a minor operation..i gt so many fucking health problem..i really dun noe y i deserve all these lor..so du lan..

i have always been someone which low self-esteem and confidence..so yesterday night i pluck up my courage and ask dar..to re consider abt the r/s..cuz i dun wan to burden another person..he didn't xian qi me..and say he wun regret..smth to make me feel better..thanks dar..

{[Sigh]}

Holidays one week over le..and i also finished my stoopid e-learning liao..so bored.. went to rebond my grass today.. dats what my mum say..and she said..she believe after a few days it will becum grass again..hurmf~

now at my dar house..they watching x-men..and i dun feel like watching..so here i am blogging..jus downloaded our graduation song.. sigh..i wan to go back sec sch life..ok..back to topic..came his house to visit this patient..who is suffering from food poisoning..poor thing..

sigh..haiz.. so sadded..who call me k.po..keep browsing things in his laptop..den i saw some pictures..dat i think is not suppose for me to see.. he took pics with his friends in nyp..last day of sch..which is quite sometime ago..and..is gals lor..so fed up..in his 1st yr..he took pics with his classmate which is gals i already damn fed up and quarrel le lor..den he promised not to take pic with gals anymore..and now he take again..and diam diam abt it..kns..damn angry..haiz..but i cannot gif him attitude..cuz he is sick..so i decided to be nice..and treat it like nth happen..argh!!

dun wan tok abt it anymore..anyway..ping..dillys...limin..mich..and me are going to MOS on the 18th June!! Yippee..it will be our first clubbing together.. our 1st experience together! thanks to huimin for informing me..

sigh..need some time to cool down..blog again..tah~

{[Missing u guys]}

back frm our so called gathering to celebrate michelle birthday..aww...i miss u guys so much..it jus makes me feel so happy.. dat shld be the way life shld be..i wan to go back to sec sch life badly!! played pool at cine.. fun..but triing..and im jus a disgrace to be in sp pool..ha.. oh..omg..i gt into the committee!! lolx..dun noe shld be happy or sad..anyway..i mus win u all one day..heex..anyway..calaine left us earlier..how bad of her...=(

ended my last exam..accounts..tricky..sianx.. cannot score well le.. pple in my class are jus so claver tt they are stessing me so much..full marks..distinction..omg..i dun noe how long nv get full marks in my test or exam liao lor..pimple keep coming out..argh!!

holidays le! 3 weeks..but next week actually is e-learning week la..not really consider hols cuz need to do assignment to hand up.. sianz sia..monday going sentosa with my poly mates~ too bad i can onli join them in the evening to musical fountain cuz gt smth on b4 tt..tuesday going out with my dar..argh!!! i need to plan what i need to do badly..so many things to be completed in the hols..i wan to go out with all my dearest friends!!

tired..slp liao..lazy to upload pic sia..heex.. jus love the neoprint taken today**..memories..**