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im feeling so horrible..sigh..yesterday had a fever which is 39.1..eyes pain..headache..throat pain..flu.cough..its killing me..so i went to see a doctor..and my tonsils..which is 2 lumps the the throat there which everybody has..swell..mine is like much bigger than the normal de..and gt an ulcer on it..a illness call tonsilltis..which if i dun treat it well..i have to cut the whole tonsil out!!

ok..den...its was dar birthday yesterday also..so i went out tht night after my fever no more..and we watch scary movie 4..and its horrible..dun watch it guys!..ok..den i still go eat seoul garden lor..i think im gonna die sooner..

today feeling damn horrible..with 4 ulcers!! so pain!! i tok like i gt long tongue..and my throats hurts damn much..shit sia.. an dmy father..jus add salt add vinegar..by saying..u receive no sympathy frm me..cuz u deserve it by having an unhealthy lifestyle..fuck lor..fed up..

this hols dun seems like hols to me..almost everyday doing projects...different kinds of project..sianz..

dalton ask me y i dun go hospital for check up..i also wan..but..sigh..no money sia..this world is all abt money..and he ask me to use medisave..sigh..i wan use..but cannot use..cuz i need to save the medisave for a minor operation..i gt so many fucking health problem..i really dun noe y i deserve all these lor..so du lan..

i have always been someone which low self-esteem and confidence..so yesterday night i pluck up my courage and ask dar..to re consider abt the r/s..cuz i dun wan to burden another person..he didn't xian qi me..and say he wun regret..smth to make me feel better..thanks dar..