{[time pass fast]}

woo..so long le..so busy..ended some tests le...den comes a big project..tuesday presentation..den thurday mid yr exam..argh!!! im so TIRED! sigh..

dar went for his 7 days camp today le..sigh..no one pei me tok at night le..for 7 days..hw to survive..and im a complain queen lor..hurpm.. watch a show yesterday..den show some 2004 ndp parts..awww..i miss NDP..alot alot..those times..haiz..anyway..im proud of deyi..and my dance teacher..ar bo..we will nv step of that stage..

i miss my peeps too..and so many other pple..omg.. i will meet u guys soon ok? my birthday coming wor..mus celebrate together..heex..make time for me hor peeps..

dance pple out there!!jia you ok? make deyi m&d proud..since im not able to do so now...=(

anyway..i found a job..push cart job..im so broke..gt so many things wan to buy..next time anyone of u wan buy necklace..bracelet or earring come find me hor! hee..im jus a call away..

will update once i have the time..ta..

{[Soon~]}

Here i am updating my blog..=)..One more week!! i can see my dar coming Friday..i cannot wait..but i scare i see his botak den dun recognize him..haa.. will pei him go beach road on coming sat..den watch carribean..den go shopping! cuz gss is ending next sunday..i cannot wait! dar say he will gif me his salary as my allowance! wahaha..first month he gif me 50bucks..after tt he gif me everything..omg..=)

finish 2 paper liao..sianz..coming tues gt poa ca2..dun understand y onli sp gt all this stupid tests lor..keep coming and coming..my grades are deproving..=(..sianz..hurpm..yesterday went patyworld with my poly mates..4 of us.. omg..so long since i sing~ so fun sia..time pass so fast..we still gt 6 pages haven sing den end le..sobx..

looking for part time..im so broke..but so diff to find job dat allow me to work on friday and sat.. i need $$..i gt so much to buy..!

going out soon to town..meeting my pri sch friends eat sakae~..so excited..will update soon..

{[Sigh]}

its been a long time since i was way happy sia..sigh..damn sad..my dar is going to the army tml..wo shi duo mo de bu she de..although is like 2 weeks den can come out liao..but..is not really cus of the time la..but..im so worried abt him..its like torture being in army lor..summore he so skinny.. sigh..and i have to expect our lifestyle to change more or less..went his house just now to help him pack and eat dinner.. i have been smiling all the way..cuz i wan to let him see the nicest part of me before he go in..sobz..

Sch sucks damn much..boring subjects..after so long i still hate poly life..i dun understand y im so tried everyday.. omg.. what problem am i having again! tests are driving me nuts..

meei jiun is back from shanghai for a month or so! my pri sch best friend~ jing..sry lar...not i always put aeroplane..but so coincident always gt things on suddenly on the days set to meet..heez..this time should be ok de..i see u guys real soon k? haa..

dun noe how am i going to survive when he is in army..no one listen to my complains..no one pei me tok at night le..sadded..=(

{[sick]}

im feeling so horrible..sigh..yesterday had a fever which is 39.1..eyes pain..headache..throat pain..flu.cough..its killing me..so i went to see a doctor..and my tonsils..which is 2 lumps the the throat there which everybody has..swell..mine is like much bigger than the normal de..and gt an ulcer on it..a illness call tonsilltis..which if i dun treat it well..i have to cut the whole tonsil out!!

ok..den...its was dar birthday yesterday also..so i went out tht night after my fever no more..and we watch scary movie 4..and its horrible..dun watch it guys!..ok..den i still go eat seoul garden lor..i think im gonna die sooner..

today feeling damn horrible..with 4 ulcers!! so pain!! i tok like i gt long tongue..and my throats hurts damn much..shit sia.. an dmy father..jus add salt add vinegar..by saying..u receive no sympathy frm me..cuz u deserve it by having an unhealthy lifestyle..fuck lor..fed up..

this hols dun seems like hols to me..almost everyday doing projects...different kinds of project..sianz..

dalton ask me y i dun go hospital for check up..i also wan..but..sigh..no money sia..this world is all abt money..and he ask me to use medisave..sigh..i wan use..but cannot use..cuz i need to save the medisave for a minor operation..i gt so many fucking health problem..i really dun noe y i deserve all these lor..so du lan..

i have always been someone which low self-esteem and confidence..so yesterday night i pluck up my courage and ask dar..to re consider abt the r/s..cuz i dun wan to burden another person..he didn't xian qi me..and say he wun regret..smth to make me feel better..thanks dar..

{[Sigh]}

Holidays one week over le..and i also finished my stoopid e-learning liao..so bored.. went to rebond my grass today.. dats what my mum say..and she said..she believe after a few days it will becum grass again..hurmf~

now at my dar house..they watching x-men..and i dun feel like watching..so here i am blogging..jus downloaded our graduation song.. sigh..i wan to go back sec sch life..ok..back to topic..came his house to visit this patient..who is suffering from food poisoning..poor thing..

sigh..haiz.. so sadded..who call me k.po..keep browsing things in his laptop..den i saw some pictures..dat i think is not suppose for me to see.. he took pics with his friends in nyp..last day of sch..which is quite sometime ago..and..is gals lor..so fed up..in his 1st yr..he took pics with his classmate which is gals i already damn fed up and quarrel le lor..den he promised not to take pic with gals anymore..and now he take again..and diam diam abt it..kns..damn angry..haiz..but i cannot gif him attitude..cuz he is sick..so i decided to be nice..and treat it like nth happen..argh!!

dun wan tok abt it anymore..anyway..ping..dillys...limin..mich..and me are going to MOS on the 18th June!! Yippee..it will be our first clubbing together.. our 1st experience together! thanks to huimin for informing me..

sigh..need some time to cool down..blog again..tah~

{[Missing u guys]}

back frm our so called gathering to celebrate michelle birthday..aww...i miss u guys so much..it jus makes me feel so happy.. dat shld be the way life shld be..i wan to go back to sec sch life badly!! played pool at cine.. fun..but triing..and im jus a disgrace to be in sp pool..ha.. oh..omg..i gt into the committee!! lolx..dun noe shld be happy or sad..anyway..i mus win u all one day..heex..anyway..calaine left us earlier..how bad of her...=(

ended my last exam..accounts..tricky..sianx.. cannot score well le.. pple in my class are jus so claver tt they are stessing me so much..full marks..distinction..omg..i dun noe how long nv get full marks in my test or exam liao lor..pimple keep coming out..argh!!

holidays le! 3 weeks..but next week actually is e-learning week la..not really consider hols cuz need to do assignment to hand up.. sianz sia..monday going sentosa with my poly mates~ too bad i can onli join them in the evening to musical fountain cuz gt smth on b4 tt..tuesday going out with my dar..argh!!! i need to plan what i need to do badly..so many things to be completed in the hols..i wan to go out with all my dearest friends!!

tired..slp liao..lazy to upload pic sia..heex.. jus love the neoprint taken today**..memories..**

{[Boooring]}

argh!!! im back AGAIN..heex..last week exam..busy..struggling..i cheated on my econs..opps..heex.. poly life is so tiring..dun noe y also...although not as early need to wake up..its jus so tiring..plus..booring..! anyway today went out with my classmates..we took neo print..will upload soon..lazy..

this friday we are going out! i suppose..cuz im not informed of the lastest news..my dearest daughter michelle..happy 17th birthday on the coming thursday!! and i cannot wait to see alll of u!! i miss u all so much.. went to browse thru our graduation day pic..awww.. memorable..tt uniform..i didn't noe i will miss it so much..

great singapore sales is here!!! wooo...i wan shopping!! but no money..sobx.. late night shopping wor..some shops open till 1am..experience sia..so no money also must go k.po see see..heex.. and peeps! keep the week after next free! im going to start jioing all of u out! liping and alia..clubbing!..heex..

friday poa exam..argh..wish me luck!! update soon..

{[everything is so NEW!]}

WOOO...so long nv update le..ha...this also means i nv touch the comp for so long le..

so much things happen sia.. first of all.. on the 5th..i went to the pool camp..btw..im officially in SP POOL CLUB!~ yippee..hee..hope im going to be a pro someday..anyway..we play treasure hunt at 12am lidat till 2am.. in the whole school..and its so damn dark..and blah blah..den i went home the next night..cuz need to go back pack my stuff fot sunday moving house exercise..

okay..im officially out of my hometown!!! the one i stayed for yrs!..sobx..torture sia..leave friends..leave sch..den leave my hometown!.. everythign seems so far nw..im living at lakeside now..for 1 week already..and..its so tiring..packing..unpacking..den arrange and organize and so on..and finally..my internet is connected!! so here i am..ha.. btw..if i gt house warming..peeps!!.. gif face hor..with a present in the hand..heex..i noe very far la..but 1 time onli wor..btw..also nt comfirm gt house warming la..cuz..this place quite old le..like abit defeat the purpose..

joey ask me go clubbing wor..my cousin also ask me go clubbing to celebrate her birthday!! BUT..i cannot sia..i rejected all..sigh..cuz..exam is jus next week sia..omg lor.. eleen is back..ha..complain queen..~ AGRREEE??.. and the temptation of alia's zouk experience..although i haven hear what have happen..but she sounded so excited abt it..and huimin experience..lolx..

i miss u guys alot sia..peeps especially..and my dearest best friend..eng how..ha..i cannot believe i said enghow..

sigh..poa hw haven finish..sianz..so lazy sia..i want to go out! i wan to meet u guys real soon!! wait for me hor!

{[Help~]}

wooo..its been 10 days since i last blog..so damn tired everyday..come home..maple awhile..den slp liao..ha..boring life.. so stress sia..exam so fast coming liao..and i still nt in the mood to study.. dun understand a single lecture..except poa..ha..im really happy dat i took poa in sec sch sia..makes life a little easier nw.. cuz the poly cher teach until i dun understand lor..lolx..miss lee s.h.. she's jus so wonderful...haa..nv expect myself to praise teacher..but..indeed..she is..

this week i have been going for lessons for the different cca lor..shag sia..modern dance...630 to 830pm..aww...btw... it jus sucks!! deyi dance roxs sia..their dance is so horrible.. so boring..the song..cannot make it..steps..argh!!! jus BAD~! and worst of all..they teach in english..and..the feeling is so nt right..haa..

today went pool trail..im going to try out pool club..pool~yeah~ most prob can get in..cuz i heard they need female players..wish me luck...

tmr goign DEYI!!! omg..i miss tt place..see u guys tmr! -off-

{[Stress..]}

woo..so long no blog le..previous post was the pic taken on my flag day with some of my classmates..and the gathering of cos..awww...it was great..seeing all of u again is already great enough...i miss u guys so so much! next gathering..will need to depend on xiao qiang again..! further details on gathering..can see calaine's blog..heex..


sianz..sch start le..i hate studying lor.. peeps.. rmb the stress me..who always freak up during sch times...im back..sigh..i dun understand y i gt stress up so easily..and becuz of one thing..i hate sch..which is..english..the sub i fear most..sianz arh!! summore my classmates all so clever sia..omg..help me!!


I MISS DEYI..I MISS DEYI 406' 05..I MISS MOVEMENT & DANCE..I MISS MY HOLIDAY..I MISS MY PEEPS...sigh*

{[Gathering~!]}

{[Orientation]}

WoooHooo~ Ended..my 3 days FOP.. met alot of nice and fun pple..going to start off by my first day..

Tired day man..and im tanned nw! omg..sianz..finally gt back some fairness after NDP..den lidat..jus one day..games and stuff for first day..lame games like whacko..captain ball..using potato..chilli..carrot..lemon..and water bomb..survivor..and the stupid runnign game..which cooked my foot..ouch~ it hurts..basically i cannot run with my slippers..so i took it off..on the basketball court..under the hot sun and run..and my foot gt cooked..and..yar..great..=(

2nd day..sit in the convention hall whole day..kns..so bored sia..imagine..sitting down frm 9am to 4pm..and only 1 hr of lunch break.. boring.. but the programmes are not bad though..

today..flag day..it was fun..we gt more interaction today..found tt the guys in my class actually quite nice de..at least..they tok cock..and are fun..the gals are not dat bad too..jus more quiet bah..im also one of them..ha..

saturday!! im looking forward..im going to see my dearest friends..one last time be4 sch starts.. excited!! but..heard tt liping and they all nt goign wor..hurpm..gals..do consider abt it k?

hurpm..tired..cut it short..will upload some pics some other time..


((Friends are for life))

{[Nervous]}

argh!! tml orientation..omg..im so so nervous..wonder if my classmates are nice..and whether if i can communicate with them and stuff..omg..i think im the only one with this problem..hurpm..dats me i guess..

Gathering on the 8th was cancelled..due to some miscommunication..and also a lack of time bah..sad..hurpm..but..xiao qiang say he will organize sumthin the coming weekk..some steamboat thing..hopefully..everything goes fine..

Went to look at my future house today..my room is so damn small..im really cracking my head..on designing it..its in a square shape lor..and its really small..omg..what shld i do?

i really envy ppl ewho haf a best friend..hurpm..those like everyday stick together lidat..so close and share eevrything together..i have one when im in sec 1 and 2..but..sigh..due to some reasons..we broke off..hopefully..i can find my best friend..in poly life..wish me luck!

{[Sentosa]}

Wooo..Finally get to upload all these pics.. dar sent me yesterday night..Im going to have a breif summary on SENTOSA~

This is the hut we living in..so small right?!...gt one double deck bed..and aircon..Dats all..and a small yello light..where u can hardly see..haa..but overall..i like the hut alot..cuz very warm wor..great experience..pple who wan go cheap chalet..can try it out..50bucks..2 nights wor..can bbq outside..

After settling down..We went butterfly park..see! the butterfly so BIG~..lolx

Look at the leaf insect..so real hor..like leaf lidat..cute anot..? Haa..

Followed by the stick insect! this is at the insect kingdom already..its raining..so cannot go outdoor see butterfly.. buay tahan my dar..keep ka jiao the insect..wan them move..scorpion lor..turantula..izzit lidat spell? the big hairy spider..haa..blow at it lor..smelly like what sia..haa..

we went to sit the sky tower..it says can see Malaysia and Indonesia..but..somehow..dar and i cannot find..cuz we dun noe where..hee..

see...so high wor..nice hor..the scenery.. saw the merlion backside?

next..we went to images of Singapore..actually dun intend go de..cuz it seems boring..but we went..cuz gt so much time to waste..we bought the package.. and we dun expect to finish all attractions lor..but we went all~! it was fun~ see the pple in past..the wax.. quite scary also..cuz gt 1 is pple come de..xia si wo..haa..this is the last destination in it..they introduce all the festivals in Sg..

Merlion!! this is the head of merlion take de..me and dar..pimple so obvious..haa..

Mouth of merlion..~ they gave us a token..drop it in the mouth of a machine..merlion lai de.. den i gt a key chain..dar gt a fan..den we exchange gift..cuz dar wan the keychain.. hhee..but the fan really nt bad lor..cuz its sososo WARM!

second day..on the beach train..to dolphin lagoon..my kalipok hair..haa..

tio bluff..the show start at ..er..i forgot what time le..but we went abt half an hr earlier..cuz we tot maybe gt exhibit on dolphin ma..kns..dun haf sia..onli gt performance de..so..we went to tanjong beach..slack there..take pics!

see..nice anot..the "small" me..haha..

Finally~the dolphins..this are normal grey dolphin..before this gt pink dolphin..but i did not manage to take her pic..cuz of the head in front of me..200kg wor..wooo...

next station: Underwater world..the tix is for dolphin lagoon and underwater world de..so is nt dat ex after all..Introduce this creature here..is call a sea angel..its like..half the size of my small finger..and they can onli be found at the cold region..so the water is damn cold..so cute right? they can be either the male or female wor..in terms of making babies..haa..power right?

look at that!! the crab..8 legs crab..like spider..so big summore..ha..cannot see me..*

this is what it says on a board..a "mermaid"..they say it is believed that mermaid is transformed from this er.."fish"?...heex..i also dun noe..there's onli one of this..going to extinct le..=(..

STINGRAY~ i touch it..! this is call a touching pool..haa..stingray..awww...so soft and tender..so cute!

We went back to our hut after tt..intend to go back le..cuz dar and me missed home..haa..but den..when he sleep down and rest...he fall sick..my ke lian de dar..vomit..giddy..so i look after him the whole night..till the next day..

3rd day..on the green line bus..see my dar..recover liao..think i gt the potential to becum a nurse/? haa..overall..really enjoyed myself..sentosa is real FUN! but make sure u gt extra cash in hand..cuz the thigns there are really ex..and..im broke..=(..haa.. but other then money issue..its nice..took a cable car back..but cannot seems to upload the pic in..hurpm..anyway...u all noe what a cable car look like bah..lolx..

Btw..Gathering on the 8th..see u guys real soon~

{[Back!]}

BACK! frm my Sentosa trip...broke sia..so ex lehz..but..aiya.. sentosa ma.. go there enjoy mus willing to spend...hurmp..went to Sentosa with dar..on Wednesday..went to the many many attractions..and alot encounters...i will go into that when i gt my photos frm dar..heex..

Jus received the Appeal latter frm SP..hurmpm..was unsuccessful..anyway..it dun really matters anymore..cuz..i also dun noe y..dun have the feel liao.. and i got into my Japanese Language class! Still considering wan join anot..cuz..they say very difficult..and $$ arh..dun noe hw sia.. any comments pple??!?!

Im looking for a job..those work and study same time de..but mus wait time table come out first..anyone interested to find job ma? Come pei me arh~ and who gt lobangs arh? kee..

Sms christine today..cuz i saw YCK cc organising some blood donation thing..on the 9th April..kind soul who wan to go donate blood..can go YCK cc wor..but i think..like need to be 18 yrs wor..so in our clique..onli christine and represent us to be a kind soul..=D..

Peeps..are you all still working? find some time out k? I MISS ALL OF U!!

{[Bz]}

Ooooo. quite long nv blog le..busy busy..ha..first must start from Dillys BBQ~ omg..i really enjoyed myself..having all of them around..awww...so sweet..i miss u all so much! ha..cannot wait for the next gathering!

Went sentosa today for a photoshot..sigh..actually i like to take photo de lor..but after this photoshot..i dun dare to take le lor..u noe that type of pro camera..can enlarge a person to abt 5 kg more lor..meaning..fatter!! sianz..and my arms already like..almost giant liao lor..sadded..anyway..i will jia you jian fei!!~

having chalet again this thursday..hopefuly i enjoy myself this time round..i wan to slp!! haax..but..meaning..my diet plan..haiz..i wna liping figure!!lolx..oppx~ hurpm.... ....

Oink Birthday!~

BACK! frm chalet..hurpm..quite fun lar..except that some pple spoil the mood lor..cuz almost all of them..were drunk! and they were shouting here and there in the middle of the night..3am! sianz..and basically i cannot slp..with my bao bei.. the situation was really bad..out of control..so much noise! so..dar and i..and alan..decided to not slp..went the the beach to tok tok..den eat mac..den we leave at 6am..cuz no more double charge le..heex.. and i slept the minute i saw my bed..ha.. so long no ton le..the feelign very song!~

This is the birthday cake..

God bro(birthday boi) & I

Wan to introduce this restaurant..is in King's Hotel..Call the 'Princess Terrace'..look at the kueei` so cute and nice! Recommended!!

Also wan to introduce this shop..LOLX..i like doing some food programme on my blog lidat..SEE! the pincer..OMG..so big lor..so song lor..the meat..aww...ha..

Oh yar! I finally manage to see lIpIng blog..yeah! *grinz*..problem com sia..hurpm..recently see lesser posts on the blogs..all of u must be busy wor..take care friends!

{Shopping!]}

so happy today!~ went shopping with Joey! first time so out with her..so was like..worried if gt topics anot..but..so unexpected..we tok non stop..lolx..gossiping and stuff..haa..gals are lidat ba.. bought my earrings today..mickey! and also safety pin..ha..hav ebeen workign very hard to look young..cuz..alot ppl esay i look like 2o plus? which is really a sad thing for me.. bought 3 tops.. song..still gt alot thigns wan to buy sia..but cannot..must control..ar bo the bank book will look very ugly..lolx..

saw mich and vivien..they look so jap..ha..as usual i guess..oh yar..sobx..Zouk cancelled! sadded..my hard work arh!! hurpm..anyway..i must really thank dillys for organising the BBQ..so alia and my effort will nt be go to waste..hee..and we FINALLY have a gathering..I MISS U GUYS..!

Just nw went otu with dar wor..go Pasir Ris beach..dar drive car fetch me go..argh!! so sweet.. the moon..the sea..the breeze..awww... ha.. den go and eat supper after that..satay! omg.. fat le la..sianz.. tml gt chalet..oink birthday tml..so many pple consecutive birthday lehz..lolx..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL!~

{[Big Mama]}

Yesterday went to watch BIG MAMA'S HOUSE 2...Soooo NICE~so cute lor..very long nv watch nice show le..finally felt that the tix money is worth it..ha..after movie go eat steamboat sia..at central.. nt very nice..i dun recommend there..ingredients so limited..and food also nt nice..EeE..den dillys call me ask tell me she at icon..ha..she mistook me for eileen boey..so cute hor..Oh yar..here wishing DILLYS...HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!

just nw go Standard Chartered Bank sia..pay the school fee..den they say..after 245pm i cannot process cheque for u..kns..wat rule is this..waste my time go there..still ask me go tml..LL sia..

grandmother fell down while bathing..broke her arms and legs..haiz..so ke lian..so old le..still must suffer such pain.. in ICU lehz..so worried sia..hopefully she will be fine soon ba..

{[Wish]}

Went to appeal already..hopefully can get in ba..but if dun get in also nvm lar..cuz my course gt tourism as a sub module..so okae lar..anyway..recently keep goign out lor..busy with chalet thinggy.. god bro brithday coming..den we looking for chalet lor..yesterday just walk the whole east coast..den finally found the chalet..so damn ulu..imagine u see the rows amd rows of rooms..without a single person..so omg lor..so later we goign pasir ris book..50 bucks onli..2 day 1 night..thanks to Siti.. for her voucher..lolx..

Later gt interview wor..Banquet..hopefully i get the job..den i can work even when im schling..i basically BROKE..! it works like this..when gt wedding on..they call u and ask if u free..and can choose to reject or go.. so is like..very flexible ba..den this hols..i can play..and get some $$ at the same time..but..i must get the job first lar..

Medical check up on the 15 for the sp admission.. sianz..must x ray again..kill my cells..i dun like..i think my life span shorter by alot liao lor..by all this x ray..can someone pls invent some equipment that is less harmful to the body..hurpm..thinking of takign foreign language wor..in sp.. but dun noe wan take korean or japanese lehz..cuz japanese liek very common le..fan nao..and somemore..SP encourage student to get a notebook(lap top).. dun noe wan buy anot..sianz..everythign is all abt money!!